Thought

When technology, reviews, and reflection keep converging in the same post, I have to reconsider what a blog category is actually supposed to answer.

From death's pressure on time to the vast scale of megastructures, an inquiry into why Chang'an, strange tales, immortality, and seemingly remembered worlds can bring existential relief.

From my mother's embroidery and my copying of classical Chinese to fishing in a game—repetitive activities hold something we cannot quite explain, yet know is there.

After a year of heavy AI coding use, my coding ability has nearly vanished. So what ability do I still have?

Rethinking the shape of a blog and what it should record after a cloud provider's disappearance caused data loss.

Reflections sparked by a Steam review under NEKOPARA: what we want from life, and what we should do.

On viewing rituals and procrastination, and the compulsive resistance that keeps one from beginning.

Changes brought by an urgent experience of death, and the meaning of small happinesses.

Thoughts at the end of winter break, about death, deadlines, and change.

Thoughts on death, memory, and compulsion in existentialism.